Let me be myself 2

I always know we learned from mistaken..
We learned from experience..
We learned from regret

But today i felt,believed,n understood it..

N power of pray really big coz power of God is the greatest..
He is the best n always be..
Give ur hand n He will hold until end..
Walk with Him n He will give u right way
All badness will produce goodness if with Him..
cos all the good things,sweet things,amazing things n the best things are from Him ,His mine n for Him..
r u want to be part of Him??
close ur eyes n say this from ur heart I love u with all of my heart,all of my soul and all of mind.. n I love others like i love myself >_<adapt it faith it,fell it ,believe it n understand it or not u will feel the real of happiness..
may peaceful of God always fulfill u..
think it positively if u think positive the proof is u will ask God in every single things of ur life ;) just do it if u not believe it n u will know :)

cos He is the loyal Father n the best Father who is always want n does the best for His child :)

Gbu forever

Let me be myself

Long time ago,i decided the biggest mistaken..
I just surrender..
That time i still a child,my voice was never listened..
But until now i have became adult,my voice still heard as child..
n my responsibility already became a grandma ..
so ridiculous..
I keep strong,but just now i really scare to just surrender to fate anymore..
I'm sorry God really sorry..
I just can't be front with this anymore..
but i still hope,believe n faith it..
You always hold my hand..
I know we learn from mistaken n our experience..
Really hard Father to defend our opinion..
but I know with u all is good >_<

please don't ever let me alone,without u I'm nothing..
please all my decision with Your permission
bless all people surround me to be wise n love in You..
Let we all always happy in U..
Make them to trust n let me be myself..
enough for all decision they made for me until now,just let only between U n me :)

I give this all to Your Hand..
Happen what Your want..
Cos Your r the best and always be the best forever..
thank you Father
I'm sorry really sorry :'(
Lend me Your strong,calm,love,happiness n all weapon i need to fight with this life..
Hope we all can back to U just like we are from u :)
Amin

Emotions n Mature

Until yesterday i still thought mature meant you have to control your emotion.
You couldn't show your emotion in front other people..
Be cool in front others..
That's wrong really wrong..
That's true mature means you have to control your emotion but didn't erase it just reduce it.
When you feel angry, you can anger but try to not make it be big issue..
because actually you can't erase your anger.
If you try to not show your anger in front others,actually you just made the anger will being save in your heart..
Just like you save a coin everyday in a kitty.
Until one day your heart really full n you can't tolerate again,just imagine how your anger will come out.
N on that day you no need big issue to make the anger come out,just little very little sense touch your anger n finish the innocent person or things or both :O around you get the impact from your own fault..
This just not only for anger other emotion will give same impact too..
Laugh,Cry,Annoy,Cranky,n etc..
You can't show your emotion that's good for your health n others around you..
Mature in emotion just same like the ilustration you on diet..
Diet not means you can't eat and torture yourself..
Just good in a few days or max a month and after that you will eat all things around you or you will going to hospital..
Diet means you have to control your daily food,eat nutritious food,regular exercise, n sometimes you can eat unhealthy food but really delicious (usually always like that) ahaha.. remember sometimes not everyday or always >_<''
You can anger,laugh,cry or etc in front other,but see the condition try to think future..
Don't keep it if u can't but try to always think positively..
Simple words is we are human we created with emotion guys..
Treat others like you treating yourself.
Example; don't ever angry in front public..
Try hold up your anger until only between you and him/her.
or if you can try to channel it in other things..
Same like diet choose apple rather than a piece of tart..
but sometimes you also can eat a piece of tart,n avoid you will eat a whole of big tart (:D)
You can switch your anger on sing,sport,write or other things..
n sometimes you also can angry..
Maybe this hard you to understand just with read this,except you have these experience.
But just try to do it,practice it n these will really make you feel a heaven..
always listen your deepest heart..
We learned from experience from mistake,but thats not always your mistake or experience you also can learn from others..

>_< always think positively guys..
Gbu always.. :)

Recycle

I'm sorry my blog..
I really not use u fully..
for today I'll start my blog from me..
n for all the readers just sorry n sorry..
I just don't want all be myself..
Inspire just from myself..
Recycle my blog >_<''
You also cant try to make one yours blog n don't care others just say what you want to say,that's will make u really peaceful at lease make you heart feel lighter..
Life just once,do it as long you not hurt anyone
Actually all our experience are similar not exactly same..
but if u try to share your experience with other you will know it..
Life is life..
With smile cry happiness sadness suffer prosperity n all that without that Life never be Life..
Thats are the greats amazing n also awful of life..
So contradict actually because there are opposite we can be more appreciate..
Example We never appreciate Laugh without cry ..
huahhaha..
Life also about learn n learn don't ever be tired..
When u stop learn that's means u start u heaven or hell >_<''
Are u want heaven love "learn"
Are u want hell hate "learn"
Don't confuse..because actually you can feel heaven or hell now in this earth you no need to die..
No body know future..
Just believe your deepest heart..
He never wrong..
Just example; have u tried when u first lie your heart feel uncomfortable??
but if u did mistake again n again your deepest heart also have covered with that..
but He not go anywhere He still inside your heart just waiting you to listen again..
He only the one guarantee really love u,because He is your heart,part of you...
Don't ever be tired to recycle yourself ,because for what you learned if u never adapt it :)
Word "late" is never in dictionary of good things >_<''
always think positive guys make your heart smile..
Gbu always..